entry boLa.

jgn terkejot.

arini nk wat entry sal bola.

bola itu bulat. n bulat itu bola. ok, brenti merapu.

baru pas tgok mesia lwn singapura td.

tau x prasaannye cmne?

tgok frust, x tgok rse durhaka.

serius.

malam ni cm berusaha jugak tgok sbb tkot nnt org kate KY(kuuki yomenai) sbb x tgok. 

KY tu cm nerd x reti ikot trending org keliling la.

eyh, tp sy mmg nerd :p

leklek dowh, jgn maki-maki.adat maen la ad kalah menang, toksah la nk p blame org tu lagu tu lagu ni. (care terbaik utk menenangkn dri sndri ble kte berada di pihak yg kalah)

'kalah bermaruah'

'kite kalah xpe, better than team penoh foreigner!'

'drama queeen, kalah brad pitt'

'world class la apek!'

eyh?

yg pempuan dok pakat-pakat rebot inche KF la pulak.. KF bukan KY ye. dy da b'tunang dude. ala, bru tunang, kan? (eyh, termasok forum gosip plak.maap)

credit da cube cari gmbr plg ensem, x terjupe le plak.

anyway, sy suke bola.

tp sy juge sgt sgt sgt sgt beremosi ble tgok bola.

jd, tindakan plg wajar n matang utk sy memelihara emosi n prasaan sy ni adelah dgn X TGOK BOLA.

bce kt berita mesia kalah - cool. hati terguris sket, tp x kua darah.

tgok kt streaming mesia kalah - err.hati luka berdarah then ditempek dgn garam.pedih kott.

emosi kan??

(ketahuilah air mata sy kua mse german klh dgn spain semi-final world cup dlu.melelehhh..)

siapa kata hati x syg.

siapa kata jiwa x patriotik.

walau di mana pun bumi kupijak n langit kujunjung, mesia tetap di hati beb. 

(rse nk cm letak plak lgu negaraku kt cni)

p/s - bola mmpu menyatukn manusia. lupe da mne satu hitam, coklat, putih. x nmpk beza da mne si kuning mne si merah. ouch, rndu tanah airku yg aman!

am i a freak?!

i had read someone's blog before. its about how people think he's such a freak because he couldn't bear to see any helaian rambut in the bathroom sink.

maybe because he is HE, not SHE like me. if not, i guess people might not have think so.

or, they would still do...?

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am i a freak ?

klo sy kate i tend to spend hours in bathroom if i'm stressed.

no matter wut problem it is, love quarrel, friends fight, tonne of programming homework, or even PMS, i found memberus n menyental bilik air itu somehow mereleasekn tension.

am i a freak ?

klo sk kate sy xley tgok laci2 yg x bertutup rapat. u have taken wut u want from it, so why can't u properly tutup dat laci balik rapat-rapat? it makes me wanna selotep letak gam gajah bia melekat tros smpey xley bkk.

am i a freak ?

klo sy kate sy xley tgok pisau gunting senduk sudip terbongkang atas meja or tepi sinki n x disimpan blik ke tempat asalnye selepas digunakan, sehingga wat sy rse nk buang sume mnde tu dlm tong smph.

am i a freak ?

klo sy kate sy xley tgok hanger baju-bajuan bersidaian di rel besi langsir n terbiar dlm keadaan begitu selama lebih dua hari, ia wat sy rse nk msokkn blik bju2 tu dlm mesin basuh.

am i a freak ?

klo sy kate sy xley tgok alas kaki terselak sana sini, tersenget herot berot smpi da x nmpk rupenye yg empat segi, smpi sy rs nk tmpl double sided kt blkg alas kaki tu utk bg dy x gerak n x disepak-sepak.

am i a freak ?

klo sy kate sy xley tgok berus gigi, ubat gigi, pencuci muka, bertaburan atas sinki n x disusun baek-baek kt tmpt rak dy smpi sy rse nk bungkus2 sorok letak dlm baldi.

am i a freak ?

klo sy kate sy xley tgok selimut n bantal berterabor atas katil n x disusun dgn baek sehingga sy rs nk buang bantal2 tu bia tinggal katil jek.

am i a freak ?

klo sy kate sy rimas tgok kertas yg bersepah x disusun dlm fail, buku yg bersepah x disusun baek-baek dalam rak, n pensil n pen yg berterabor di mane-mane n x diletak baek2 kt dlm bekas, plg senang, tarok dlm mug letak ats meja jek la.


yeah, i'm a freak, i'm a dork. n i know, i'm already a nerdy.

so millions thanks to people out there yg bley tolerate/deal dgn a freak like me.



but dun worry, i'll never freak u out with my other side personality of hot-tempered.
i'm trying to be cool man.

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as cool as ice.


anyway, esok ad 0ne paper to go. n tadi people stared at me like i'm a real nerdy sbb menghusung kertas purinto bwk study sana-sini. ekceli sy juz stdy dpan lif kt tmpt org byk lalu-lalang.
so wut?

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ad kerusi kt ctu n xd org duduk. so wuts wrong klo sy dok ctu baek2, study my purinto smbil mengunyah-ngunyah my snickers.
u know, we can't eat in d library.

so guys, wish me luck for my exam!
and pliz pliz plizzzzz.. do pray for me! i know i byk dose to u all, so, do forgive me for evrything yg i t'syasyul t'maki t'marah t'jeling n bla bla.
u know i lap u right?


p/s. understandings n tolerable.

souLmet

lucky person got their soul-mates as their lovers.

right?

what is soul-mates?

according to my most reliable source (which is wikipedia), a soulmate is a person with whom one has a felling of DEEP or NATURAL affinity, similarity, love, intimacy, sexuality, spirituality, or compatibility.

erm. it can be anybody! ur sibling, ur friend (same gender or not is out of matter), even might be ur mum, dad, or possibly ur grandpa?

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whoeva it is, lucky person got their soulmates as their lovers (read as husband or wife).

heyy u, who's u're looking for??

i'm ur soul-mate yaa :)

p/s. 80% of my 'maa ne' is to define 'whateva' feeling that i have. 

hamba insan biasa

mati itu pasti, hidup iA.

mukaddimah peringatan utk dri sndri n kgkwn yg rjin menyinggah belog :)

anyway, arini x seindah yg disangka. exam mengejut - cukup untuk bagi gegaran besar sbgi pembuka hari. dgn persediaan yg zero, masa sejam 30minit digunakan sehabis baik cuba untuk mencover segala yg perlu.

x berapa nice jugk la perasaan x dpt memenuhkan kertas jawapan exm even soklan nya sejibik dgn kertas enshu mingguan.

dats why org ckp, last minit preparation tu x baek.

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well. iA 30/100 mampu dikutip kot, andai x terbuat silly mistakes terkhilaf mana-mana lah. pengajaran utk dri sdnri supaya x tdo lg dlm class. err, tdo msih boleh dimaapkn, pengajaran supaya x ponteng class la kot, tgok ap da jadi dgn dri sndri, exam ad ke xde ke tu pon xto.

musim skola berbaki dua minggu jek lagi, masih sempatkah untuk berubah? n klo berubah pun, masih terdaya lagikah untuk menyelamatkn dri sndri yg da semakin terkapai-kapai hilang arah dan hala tuju?

matlamat yg kian semakin kurang jelas, cita-cita yg entah semakin menghilang ke mana, dan juga azam serta kecekalan yg semakin hari semakin pudar.

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bkn senang nk dapatkn turning point tu blik kn?

me too.

p/s.jauhkan dri daripada terjangkit blik korean drama fever. currently watching lie to me ep8. 8more to go.urghh.exm lg dua tiga hari na no ni...

LOL

can't believe this

is that kurt??

unbelievable.. siyesly, i can't stop laughing. dat is not my machoas cool ensem kurt schneider, he's totally look different. betsujin mitai.

owh, for those yg x knal kurt, u can just wiki it (does it count as verb for wikipedia?)

btw, kurt was (myb still) my crush before dave days.lol.

(tensen blaja)

complicated.

another entry for the day.

so what_?

i got problem with my new keyboard, still can't get used to it since my '?' mark always comes with '_'

like this,

who are you_?

. . . . . . . . . . . . . 

see, the '_' mark before the '?'... 

well, u can see the '_' mark is right next to the '?' mark.

so u know its not only me yg salu do the typo like '_?' this kn. :)

dats not the point for today's entry.

i'm done with pretty little liars season 1. so much complication and its kinda piss me off, believe me.

and i'm trying to get myself on track by starting to watch season 2, but i stop at d second episode.

u ask me why?

bcoz i'm feeling like wanna puke. complicated. the writer sure does know well how to keep the viewer attached with the series, and she got me as well.

we know that kind of jerk ( i mean A) is some kind impossible and the story line is wayyy out of our logical mind, but we still ternganga dpn our laptop, kusyuk marathon 24hours per day watching the series n trying to figure out who the antagonist is, or, are.

i better stop watching this now since the final exams are just around the corner. 

wish me luck n do pray for my success. 

p/s. cheer on toby n spencer! :p

arini panas dan penat

as salam........!

yewwwwhuuuuuuuuuu....!

entry untuk hari ini :

bangun tengah hari then diasak oleh che dila kekaseh lama utk g shinai shopping sesame. even poket da kering, tp kwn kate nk banje kn, layan kn aje :p

berjalan kaki menuju ke bus stand utk tunggu bus nk ke shinai, terserempak dgn kouhai sempoi suke berpoye, che fiza. katenye mau ikot join sekaki untuk berjoli. i, layan aje. kouhai senpai same aje suke berpoye.

sejam perjalanan.

sampai di shinai.

bersesat-sesatan n berpanas-panasan di area sogo. terpacak sebentar di depan umah hantu yg giat dipromosi. musim panas kan hantu-hantu jepun kuar. terdetik di hati nk masok, tp keberanian sejemput jek ade, x cukup.

お留守番 - ketakotan berseorangn di rumah tatkala ibu tiada, mungkin keluar berhoneymoon bersama ayah.

mule bershopping.

first time tau shoutengai tu kedai kt leret-lereng jalan. mati-mati ingat selama ni shoutengai tu name tmpt shopping kt tokyo.hikss. then, kami pun menyelusuri jalan hondori smbil berlegar-legar tanpa hala tuju. sale melambak, tp xd nafsu pulak nk bershopping. bosan jugk ekceli.heh.

aktiviti wajib - purikura.

400yen terbang bergolek masok ke dalam mesin purikura. pergh, sume pakat beraksi lagak model da setaon debut. sy pon sakan juge melihat mata cantek bulat persis kartun.hehe. bile lagi nk nmpk chantekk..

seee... we all sume nmpk santekkk kn?

eyh mmg semulajadi da santek pon :p

next, hanabi taikai.

sepatutnye agenda utama, tp terlari pulak jadual perjalanan. start patot kol 8 tp kami still dlm train ats jln tuh. berdentam-dentum bunyi bunga api pembukaan, kami hanya mampu mengintai melalui pantulan cahaya di bangunan drpd dlm densha. eyh terbuat ayat keling, maap, mengantok.

8.15; selamat tiba ke tempat hanabi taikai. manusia berduyun-duyun macam semut. jadi terpaksalah kami membuat keputusn utk hnye melihat dari jauh.

agak sedih n kechiwa. dtg jejaoh penat-penat panas-panas, dpt tgok bunga api dr jauh jek.

eyh, tp terang jelas lagi clear jek nk tgok. n ramai jek yg dok geng ngn kami tgok dr jauh jek. cume, basic lens camera sy x mmpu nk cecah. huhu.

tgok, kn da ckp camera x mmpu nk cecah!

8.50, mula bergerak pulang. hanabi tamat kol 9 tp kami terpaksa bergerak awal sbb xnk sesak2 dgn insan-insan nihonjin nih. tapi apakan daya, mereka jue berstrategi same rupenye. x pasal-pasal bersardin plak kt dlm densha td.

plg xley blah, sedap plak mamat td dok bersandar-sandar kt belakang i ye.ceyh, ikot hati nk jek wat-wat tertolak kasar. tp klo tertolak pon dy x terjatoh pon sbb xd ruang nk terjatoh, sendat kene himpit dgn manusia lain. haih.

smpi umah kol sblas lebih.

aktiviti tidak terhenti di sini. sebagai penutup hari berpoya-poya, pegi maen bunga api plak kt kagamiyama kouen. kredit tu inche mat yg baek hati sbb sudi pegi maen same-same dgn kami. empat orang anak dara nk maen bunga api di kala tika jam 12 malam agk x indah n menguji adrenalin.

jadi, dgn kehadiran jejaka gagah kacak bergaya, terasa lebih selamat n dilindungi. eceh, ayat mengampu.

1.30 pagi - selamat tiba di rumah.

mandi, solat, urus diri, isi perut, tidur.

eyh, tulis belog before tido.

kesimpulannye, 

satu, arini sgt penat. tp sgt best.

dua, otsukaresama minna. laen kali dtg lagi ye.

tiga, cepat-cepat la abes shiken, msok natsu yasumi, then inche Y, moh le kite g tgok hanabi taikai same2 :)

empat, eyh minggu ni start kimatsu lah.

lima,

epi besday inche mat!

p/s. pagi yg gelap kini sudah terang - sbb da nk msok subuh. tidoq pas subuh lg la arini.