kombo October! ;)

fuuuh fuuuh~ *efek sound tiup habuk di belog*

lama betul x menaip kan? teiuka, berabad jugaklah langsung x menjenguk belog nih. hehe. almaklumlah, orang meningkat dewasa yg semakin bz, sila memahami. huahuahua.

well, seperti biasa. bg hapdet kombo sikit penoh dgn gambar. thehe.

sambutan aidilfitri 2012, 6th October.

kami kelihatan sebaya kn? oh yg belakang tudung pink tu la yg paling kakak. kak azri. ngehehe.

welcoming the autumn season, season of love, autumn in my heart kengkonon.

so called mysterious flower, aki no kaori.

and also the beginning of my hectic life - two weeks of a real 4th year student's life.

zentai zemi, 18th October.

zemi -- rehearsal -- zemi -- rehearsal -- zemi -- rehearsal -- zemi -- rehearsal

sampai muntah.

2nd final rehearsal chuukan, 22th October.

yeah, i'm a student. giat berusaha demi chuukan happyo. iro iro yg berlaku, penat, taihen, frust, down, saket hati, semuanya memang x indah langsung. 

oh, yg indah ialah hubungan kami semua semakin baek, especially dgn 3 lelaki2 jepang tuh. baru mula merasa seperti kawan. eheh, bespren tros kot.huahua.

sempaaattt..... haruslah sempat kan?

huahuahua. bergaman jugak lah, langsung xd mse nk melayan youtube ke drama ke, pape lah. sepanjang mse mngadap pasokon kt lab dgn programming bagai, jgn haraplah blik rumah nk mengadap skrin pc lg kn?

i have my final rehearsal today, 26th October.

yet, it was hari raya aidiladha. 

proudly wearing baju kurung to the lab, and do the presentation.

alhamdulillah, berkat hari raya haji agaknya, sensei lembut hati. and i'm done by 3 o'clock in the evening. rushing back home for doing some preparation for senpai's open house.

senpai's open house.

i guess this year's color theme is pink. and btw, i ended up bring nothing to senpai's house since my cake was still baking in the oven. too much thing happen, i couldn't find the cornflour for the cake's ingredient, i broke my hand mixer, i even cut my finger. guess because it's been too long since i've been in the kitchen. haha.

3hours before the presentation, 27th October.

xtahulah nak ckp cuak ke tidak sbnanye, tp berusaha sedaya upaya jugaklah untuk menyumbat nan n kari ke dalam mulut walaupun hakikatnye perut xd la lapa sgt.

soro soro jikan da!

sempat berposing d depan cermin dlm lif, lab i kn tingkat8. hehe. spotted muka cuak di situ. hueh2.

well.. haruslah rse cuak utk berpresent di depan khalayak umum kan, tambahkan pulak dgn bkn mother tounge, mahupun mother's angkat tounge (english). makanya, wajarlah utk jantung ini berdetap2 sket kn.hueh2.

alhamdulillah!!

yatto owatta ze...~! (owh sume org simbol peace jek yg mmpu)

alhamdulillah Tuhan permudahkan. walaupun sy pn xtahu ap yg sy jwb mse sensei tnye soalan, then ad satu ketika yg sy hanya mampu menjawab 'soudesune... soudesune...' smpi tbe2 da abes mse.

tp xp, toriaezu, chuukan koetekita yo~~

mata, kimatsu ganbarou!

tp, sebelum itu, 28th October.

berpoya-poyalah sikit. theeeheeee....

sehari selepas tamatnya chuukan happyou. huahuahua.

iAllah, untuk kimatsu akn cuba wat sebaik yg mungkin supaya kesilapan mengatur masa time chuuukan ni xkn berulang lg. siyesly, sy xnk spend wiken kt lab, sy xnk celik mata lab, pejam mata lab, mari mengusir budaya hidup seperti robot!

makanya, korekara chanto yatte, jikken mo shikkari shite, iA ii kekka wo dasareru youni~

nwy, entry yg meleret dgn lambakan kombo gmbr2, maaflah.

tanda2 penuaan gamoknye, da smakin mls nk menulis. huih3.

31st October.

oh, dan ini, gmb latest.

fresh dari ladang, beberapa jam yg lalu. hui3.

konon2 nk berkouyou.. tgok2 mmg batang pokok dgn lalang nk mati yg penoh, sejok over kot eyh taon nih. hehe.

anyway, babai october,

and

happy november!!

huda, u have to read this!

well, october seems soo busy dgn birthday org-org tersayang. *eceh, bace sndri rse nk t'golek muntah*

eyh, tp btollah, org-org tersayang.

(tibe-tibe rse nk menyelit satu kisah dri sebuah drama korea)

A asked B whether B is sayang-ing A or not.

then B said, "how should i know?" 

then A said, "will u cry for me?"

B burst into laugh then answered, "no way!!"

"even if I were going to die?" tanye si A lg.

then B replied, "u try to die first, then let me see if i'm gonna cry or not"

and after few days, A died, and no one know the reason why, and B is left with full of regret.

if only B had said yes on that day....

ahha! pengajarannya, kenapa susah sgt nk mengaku syg dkt org? hewhewhew~

i heart u, u heart me,

but u know right, that i heart u more, but it doesn't mean u heart me less.i know.

gambo zaman kite muda-muda dlu.hehe. dis pitch was taken 4 to 5 years ago if i'm not mistaken. ohmaii.. how time flies..

apabila sedikit meningkat dewasa.. seee, we both come to realize that senyum tunjuk gigi itu is much better. ahaha.

saengil chukkha hae uri huda.

huda neun, naega neomu neomu chua hae, neomu neomu sarang hae, al lla?

 jal ji neh!

plus, may Allah bless ;))

(ahhhaa. terabor bahase hentam keromo.)

iAllah 6bulan lagi kita ketemu di utara ya, wait for me!

anyway, huda is my best friend in high school. we used to be melekat berdua ke mane-mane. 

during my teenage time, my attitude was pretty bad (compared to now, da dewase sket, matang iA), i was really such a hot-tempered girl, and the worst part was i really xley terima any advice from others. i loved to talk back and as the result, people would leave me alone. 

si-panas-baran-and-x-suka-dnga-nasihat-orang me.

 but then, there's huda, the only one that i'd listen to, even dgn sedikit memberontak.

i treated her pretty badly back then, but i know, she does know me very well, thus she tolerated a lot, i meant, really really LOT. thanks for being such a super-duper nice best friend huda!

and also, the one with the best remedy - u helped me a lot, through ups and downs, joys and tears, even in the hardest time of mine, u were there, supporting me, giving me strength. give u 5 extra loves for that!

yeah, one more thing, i think u know that i DO envy u for your spm's result. of course people keep saying, spm is just a SPM, plus, it was 6years ago plak tu kn. haha.but still, can't help to feel jeles!

ok lah, nnt jd entry meleret pulak.

last but not least, one more time,

i heart u, 

a lot a lot a lot.

be a nice doctor, and make sure your house is just next to mine, in case i'm marrying not a genius doctor, but a machoss engineer. haha.

hashtagPMH

padu persatuan malaysia hiroshima sekarang. seminggu dua ni gagah dan betah ke hulu ke hilir beraktiviti, terimbau balik zaman muda-muda dahulu kala.

adakah sudah berakhir zaman gersang di bumi bertuah ini?

ohoksss. bahasa xbleh nk blah kan? anyway, million thanks la to those yg berusaha menghidupkan semangat berjalan-jalan kepada warga saijou terchenta ni. ye la, bukannya apa, alang-alang da berada di bumi orang, x salah kan kalau aktif sikit dengan keluar meneroka alam. inilah peluang dan ruangnya. berusia muda, berkelapangan masa, berpoket kepuk. eheh.

jejaka jejaki serba chantek serba tampan. 

gadis-gadis menawan ;p

sekali-sekale. kui3.

dan hari ini, aktiviti mengisi perot dgn segala macam jenis buah. eheh. bergari-garian. naisu la, i loike.

muka jakun first time mengutip anggur di ladang.

yg ni x bpe nk jakun la sbb da penah pegi. ladang epal.

nak huplod gmbar banyak-banyak pon, i xmampu. almaklumlah, handicap, ore xdop kemera. huhu.

oh. jumaat lepas ada happyo zentai zemi. 

dan minggu depan akan ada lagi.

dan dua minggu lagi chuukan happyo. OMG!

xd idea nk mengentry ap sbnanya. sje sronok2 nk letak gmb. sore jya!

p/s- xtahu kenapa jiwe rse gumbire tgok org hashtag pmh kt twitter.haha.

hoi! selamat hari tua ;p

well well and well~

saengil chukkha hamnida...

saengil chukkha hamnida...

sarang ha neun 愛美 kunnie...

saengil chukkha hamnida....~

nah, amek d present.

maapla, bz sket nk happyo minggu ni.huhu. dis wiken we go for celebrate ye ;)

aimi,

sarang hae!!

p/s- pardon that spider. i hve nothin nk tomaru kn dat riben, plus, riben pun out of stock.haha. (bajet bz abes kn.haha.) eyh tp ia still dibuat dgn penuh kaseh syg ;p

muka anda bisa dipercayai?

tidak dinafikan, orang berdarah A jenis yg mudah stress dek kerana extra paras kortisol berbanding jenis-jenis darah yg laen. dan tidak dinafikan jugak, sy adalah org berdarah A yg selalu menafikan diri ini sedang stress walaupun hakikatnya fakta sy stress itu boleh dikesan dgn mudah oleh semua orang melalui perubahan mimik muka sy.

tapi serius cakap, dah lama x sestress ini - saket ruang antara dua kening yg atas batang hidung tuh. apa nama dia eyh? sy gugle x jupe jwpn, malas nk menstresskn dri lagi, makanya mari berputus asa. serius sakitnya sampai sy rse nk menjerit kat semua orang.

keluar bilik sensei dgn muka sememeh. 40minit duduk depan sensei sy rasa dah cukup mencover aktiviti berkerut sy untuk satu bulan ini. memaksa otak berfikir dan berfikir, dalam masa yg sama cuba menghadam butir bicara sensei yg berlapik sana dan sini bukanlah kerja mudah untuk saya. 

hakkiri yutte kure yo~

ganbaru shikanai!

jumaat - zentai zemi happyo. first time nk happyo idea dpan budak lab dlm nihongo, dan masalahnya batang hidung idea pon langsung x nampak lg.

27 october - chuukan happyo dpan budak gakka. progress 6bulan ditambah dgn progress idea baru, in nihongo. nihongo no chikara, dashite kure wawa!

anyway, gugel mengugel, jupe plak mnde menarik.

not-so-low but not-so-high inner eyebrows (medium eyebrows?), pretty shallow indentation, pronounced cheekbones, considerably quite wide chin ME,

ahhhakks.

such a trustworthy face of mine. ahahaha!

(oh ini gmbar i pegi intebiu keje hokey? so much very very luck.hoho) 

p/s- rse batang hidung mcm da cukup kurus, knp dlm gmb ni nmpk mcm batang hidung i lebarr heww? gmb yg menipu.

p/s2- salah satu xtvt menangani stress.

karnivOr tachi

karnivor-karnivor yg memburu ikan paus!

steak ikan paus, ada berani?

rupa chantek mcm daging lembu, kunyah-kunyah, langsung xdek rse lembu. huerm, bukan sy lah yg mengunyah tu yg pastinya.hehe. gmb disnap drpd pinggan inche kohai. pinggan sndri plain sgt stakat makan ikan buntal goreng gtu.

pasar ikan yamaguchi. spotted those hero-hero saijou. *ecehhhh hero*

siyesly nice, ye la klo kite kt mesia xbpe nk nice ler kn, silap haribulan dicop 'perak lagi jakun' pulak oleh inche emak andainya semangat dok snap2 gmbo kt pasar gni. tp almaklumlah, inikan bumi jepang, sungguh rare kot nk jupe tmpt mcm ni. so, pardon our kejakunan eyh.

gmb mcm dekat oversea.

haruss....we crossed the sea to go to the over sea. suasana sungguh 'luar negara', melepak sejenak di persekitaran luar pasar ikan.

oh, lihat pinggan sy yg plain itu? well, hidup perlu rendah diri. heh.

hisabisa bersuasana meriah sebegini. biasanya beriuh rendah dgn saijo minah tachi jek, sekali sekala kembali ber'jemaah' bersama saijo mamat tachi, terasa air mata mcm nk meleleh keluar. *ayat ober*

nah, dis. to whom it may concern.

pen merah pen biru.

;D

p/s- bersembang tentang kawen lg dgn org sekeliling. berfikir dan merancang bukan setakat hingga ke pelamin, tp wajib harus hingga ke anak punya lampin. oh ngeri! harus keje kuat menabung!

tentang dia - gigi.

curiosity.

so i googled it.

shinkei tourimasu? shinkei torimasu? docchi?

(lalu kot saraf? cabut saraf? which one?)

inilah masalahnya apabila kita berada bukan di bumi sendiri. haih, hujan emas di negeri orang sungguhlah, sampai saket pon nak kne google bersungguh.

"da tau akan ada 'shinkei touru'?" akak nurse b'tanya kepada inche doktor.

"da, last week da bgtaw da. worst-case situation, akan ada 'shinkei touru'" inche doktor menjawab smbil mencucuk-cucuk gigi saya. berdas-das suntikan bius nmpknye hari ni.

di kiri ku akak nurse, di kanan ku inche doktor, dan sy terbaring tengah2 da kebas xley nk buat apa. mereka lagut berbual di atas muka sy. then, akak nurse pandang muka sy smbil b'tnye, "ok ke?". sye mengangguk mcm x berapa nk angguk. sedikit berkerut. sebenarnya dalam kepala ligat memproses perkataan 'shinkei touru', apakah ia sebenarnya? why sounds so serious? adakah sy salah dngar or salah faham?

aahh.. da x kesahlah apa inche doktor tu nk wat kt gigi sy, yg penting, lepas ni da xnk saket da.

extravaganza la jugak mesin-mesin gerudi inche dentist minggu ni, x mcm minggu lepas. well, i guess minggu lepas gigi kecik, minggu ni gigi geraham, kne work hard sket ye dak?

selesai proses mesin dan gerudi, inche doktor sempat bagi amanat,

"nnt kite produce ubat, bile saket makan ye. and next week u have to dtg lg ye"

inche doktor ensem lagi baek hati. huahuahua.

sbb curious, so balik2 smpi umah sy terus google.

hoh! ini rupanya yg doktor tu lakukan.

ROOT CANAL TREATMENT!

so, bliaw cabut saraf gigi sy!

shinkei tourimasu jyanakute, shinkei torimasu. shokku.

sepanjang mereka beroperasi dlm mulut sy, sy hanya ingatkan prose gerudi2 ni akan lalu kot saraf since kecederaan gigi agak dalam, so, akan ad berdarah-darah la nnt. and doktor tu pun siap bubuh kapas tebal dlm mulut sy, so i was thinking that kapas-kapas tu memang utk serap darah yg bakal 'terpancut' kua. sy siap dok imagine lagi how would i react if i happen to see those darah-darah tuh.would i fall into pitam or i'd be steady like, 'eleh, darah..'. oh i dun think so.

but then, x sempat le plak nk tgok kapas2 berdarah nye pon. dan sekejap jek plak proses menampal nye. minggu lepas bukan maen lagi dy tarik n balut2 mcm plaster gitu punya la nk bg melekat kan.

so, curious punye pasal, sy pn gugel..

homaigaddd.. dy cabut urat saraf gigi tuh utk prevent infection.

'to cure the infection and save the tooth, the dentist drills into the pulp chamber and removes the infected pulp and then drills the nerve out of the root canal with long needle-shaped drills'

oh ia bunyinya agak ngeri.

ye, this is the needle yg doktor tu gune which i tot dy nga cuci ruang antara gigi sy jek. huhu. menyimpang jauh sama sekali rupenye.

after removing as much of the internal pulp as possible, the root canal can be temporarily filled with calcium hydroxice paste. this strong alkaline base is left for a week or more to disinfect and reduce inflammation in surrounding tissue *naruhodo.. that's why sy kne pegi lg next week.huhuu..*
after receiving a root canal, the tooth should be protected with a crown that covers the cusps of the tooth. 

also, root canal teeth tend to be more brittle than normal teeth because the blood supply to the tooth is removed during the root canal procedure, leaving the tooth without a source of moisture replenishment.
*okay, ini semakin mengerikan*

apabila sarafnya sudah tiada, maka kita xkn sedar gigi tu saket ke x sehat ke, makanya regular x-rays amat penting to ensure that the tooth is not having any problem yg kite x sedar.


the ngeri-est part is,
'after endodontic surgery the tooth will be 'dead', and if an infection is spread at apex, root end surgery is required.'

for some patients, root canal therapy is one of the most feared dental procedures - patutlah! akak nurse sgt risau ble tengok muka sy yg semacam xd perasaan.
ye, ketahuilah wahai kakak, dek kerana sy x berapa nk faham bhse ni lah makanya muka sy x berperasaan. kalau sebelum pegi sy da tau awal2 doktor tu nk korek gigi sy smpi cabut urat sume, sy wat2 pengsan kt tengah jalan kot. huhu.


masih terkejut. tp bersyukur.
terkejut satu gigiku sudah tidak 'bernyawa'.
bersyukur sbb dari awal tu memang x faham bahasa.



p/s- ingat tu kawan-kawan, jgn makan aeskem sebelum tdo, jgn malas gosok gigi sebelum tdo. jgn menzalimi diri sendiri dgn pen'torture'an sebegini.