welcome ramadhan!

Ramadhan is coming, lets d festive begins..!

selamat menyambut Ramadhan al-mubarak kepada semua umat islam di seluruh dunia, tidak kira di mana jua anda berada, ap yg sedang lakukan n bersama siapa anda sekarang.

eyh? ad ke ucapan mcm nih?

kali ke sepuluh menyambut Ramadhan tidak bersama family. i'm sorry mama, anakmu ini berjuang di rantau, dan perjalanannye masih panjang, doakan perjalananku dipermudah ye. :)

amalan yg amat x wajar di bulan puasa ;

(1) tidur, tidur dan tidur - selagi blom pkol dua, mata xmo bkk. jam ting tong dua kali tnde da kol dua, bru terhegeh-hegeh g mandi then solat zohor. dua tiga jam kendian, tidur balik, konon-kononnye sementara nk tnggu waktu berbuka. heh.

(2) laptop, laptop dan laptop - sela masa antara tidur dan jaga 85% disumbangkn oleh laptop. tgok citer, drama korea japan omputeh. haih, pahala pose lesap sket-sket tmbh2 dok tgok kiss scene (espc citer omputeh yg sgt ghairah adegan2 x enaknye itu)

(3) makan sehabis daya - selagi getah suar x ketat, selagi perut masih muat, time berbuka sumbat sehabis mau. mcm mane nk kurus? mkn berbuka pose tu tripple mkn time biase. x cmpur lagi makan pas smyg terawih.

(4) mandi berjam-jam - mandi pakai air mcm nak abes satu kolah. nasib baik xd swimming pool, klo x mmg da berendam mcm hippopotamus da kt dlm tuh.

(5) over berbelanja - kalo pegi bazar ramadhan tuh, rasa cm satu gerai tu nk angkot bawak balik. da la kueh chantek kaler-kaler, lauk plak fuuuh sekali pandang hati teros tertawan. duet mmg mengalir mcm air longkang la cmni.

(6) malas terawih - saket perot la, penin kepala la, ngantox la, bnyk betul la alasan utk malas berterawih. nk pegi masjid lagi la, masjid jauh la konon. kata ngantox, tapi bley plak dok pegi ngadap tv x gerak-gerak. haih.

eyh byk lagi la, tp yg ni jek yg plg igt n berada dlm carta teratas la yg sy lakukan. hukss, mai mai kite cube berubah, jadi baek sket drpd taon lepas. mana nk tau, ntah-ntah ni ramadhan terakhir. 

mari kite berfesta ibadah!

oh, abang-abang yg nk belajar berenti merokok, mungkin inilah masanya. eyh, sy xd mslh dgn para perokok, hak individu kan, eyh i dun mind.hehe. (p/s bakal suami, u merokok u macho,u x merokok lg macho)

juga, utk kakak-kakak yg nk melaram chantek berbaju raya size S (sy la jugk tuh), moh same-same kite memanfaatkn bulan ini sebaiknya. :)

'ya Allah, semoga dipermudahkan exam di bulan ramadhan, moga bertambah berkat n lebih aktif n jitu akal mengerah keringat nk jwb soklan, amin..'

i'd be glad if u mind spending some time watch this vid!

welcome ramadhan!

hidup segan mati xmo.

i'm supposed to be studying right now.

but u know, in our life there is a time when we feel like don't want to do anything.

today i dun feel like doin anythin

i just wanna lay in my bed

don't feel like pickin up my phone

so leave a message at the tone

coz today i swear i'm doin anythin

nothin at all

worse comes to worst when it is not the right time for us to be lazying around like this. and that is what's happening to me right now.

i'm just being in the wrong place at the wrong time and have the wrong feeling.

then, what is right?

be at the library, espc two days before the final exam, and giving out my best on evry single subject that i take.

p/s - its really not a good sign if i'm still like this even after i've called my mum n dad. God, please help me.

entry boLa.

jgn terkejot.

arini nk wat entry sal bola.

bola itu bulat. n bulat itu bola. ok, brenti merapu.

baru pas tgok mesia lwn singapura td.

tau x prasaannye cmne?

tgok frust, x tgok rse durhaka.

serius.

malam ni cm berusaha jugak tgok sbb tkot nnt org kate KY(kuuki yomenai) sbb x tgok. 

KY tu cm nerd x reti ikot trending org keliling la.

eyh, tp sy mmg nerd :p

leklek dowh, jgn maki-maki.adat maen la ad kalah menang, toksah la nk p blame org tu lagu tu lagu ni. (care terbaik utk menenangkn dri sndri ble kte berada di pihak yg kalah)

'kalah bermaruah'

'kite kalah xpe, better than team penoh foreigner!'

'drama queeen, kalah brad pitt'

'world class la apek!'

eyh?

yg pempuan dok pakat-pakat rebot inche KF la pulak.. KF bukan KY ye. dy da b'tunang dude. ala, bru tunang, kan? (eyh, termasok forum gosip plak.maap)

credit da cube cari gmbr plg ensem, x terjupe le plak.

anyway, sy suke bola.

tp sy juge sgt sgt sgt sgt beremosi ble tgok bola.

jd, tindakan plg wajar n matang utk sy memelihara emosi n prasaan sy ni adelah dgn X TGOK BOLA.

bce kt berita mesia kalah - cool. hati terguris sket, tp x kua darah.

tgok kt streaming mesia kalah - err.hati luka berdarah then ditempek dgn garam.pedih kott.

emosi kan??

(ketahuilah air mata sy kua mse german klh dgn spain semi-final world cup dlu.melelehhh..)

siapa kata hati x syg.

siapa kata jiwa x patriotik.

walau di mana pun bumi kupijak n langit kujunjung, mesia tetap di hati beb. 

(rse nk cm letak plak lgu negaraku kt cni)

p/s - bola mmpu menyatukn manusia. lupe da mne satu hitam, coklat, putih. x nmpk beza da mne si kuning mne si merah. ouch, rndu tanah airku yg aman!

am i a freak?!

i had read someone's blog before. its about how people think he's such a freak because he couldn't bear to see any helaian rambut in the bathroom sink.

maybe because he is HE, not SHE like me. if not, i guess people might not have think so.

or, they would still do...?

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am i a freak ?

klo sy kate i tend to spend hours in bathroom if i'm stressed.

no matter wut problem it is, love quarrel, friends fight, tonne of programming homework, or even PMS, i found memberus n menyental bilik air itu somehow mereleasekn tension.

am i a freak ?

klo sk kate sy xley tgok laci2 yg x bertutup rapat. u have taken wut u want from it, so why can't u properly tutup dat laci balik rapat-rapat? it makes me wanna selotep letak gam gajah bia melekat tros smpey xley bkk.

am i a freak ?

klo sy kate sy xley tgok pisau gunting senduk sudip terbongkang atas meja or tepi sinki n x disimpan blik ke tempat asalnye selepas digunakan, sehingga wat sy rse nk buang sume mnde tu dlm tong smph.

am i a freak ?

klo sy kate sy xley tgok hanger baju-bajuan bersidaian di rel besi langsir n terbiar dlm keadaan begitu selama lebih dua hari, ia wat sy rse nk msokkn blik bju2 tu dlm mesin basuh.

am i a freak ?

klo sy kate sy xley tgok alas kaki terselak sana sini, tersenget herot berot smpi da x nmpk rupenye yg empat segi, smpi sy rs nk tmpl double sided kt blkg alas kaki tu utk bg dy x gerak n x disepak-sepak.

am i a freak ?

klo sy kate sy xley tgok berus gigi, ubat gigi, pencuci muka, bertaburan atas sinki n x disusun baek-baek kt tmpt rak dy smpi sy rse nk bungkus2 sorok letak dlm baldi.

am i a freak ?

klo sy kate sy xley tgok selimut n bantal berterabor atas katil n x disusun dgn baek sehingga sy rs nk buang bantal2 tu bia tinggal katil jek.

am i a freak ?

klo sy kate sy rimas tgok kertas yg bersepah x disusun dlm fail, buku yg bersepah x disusun baek-baek dalam rak, n pensil n pen yg berterabor di mane-mane n x diletak baek2 kt dlm bekas, plg senang, tarok dlm mug letak ats meja jek la.


yeah, i'm a freak, i'm a dork. n i know, i'm already a nerdy.

so millions thanks to people out there yg bley tolerate/deal dgn a freak like me.



but dun worry, i'll never freak u out with my other side personality of hot-tempered.
i'm trying to be cool man.

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as cool as ice.


anyway, esok ad 0ne paper to go. n tadi people stared at me like i'm a real nerdy sbb menghusung kertas purinto bwk study sana-sini. ekceli sy juz stdy dpan lif kt tmpt org byk lalu-lalang.
so wut?

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ad kerusi kt ctu n xd org duduk. so wuts wrong klo sy dok ctu baek2, study my purinto smbil mengunyah-ngunyah my snickers.
u know, we can't eat in d library.

so guys, wish me luck for my exam!
and pliz pliz plizzzzz.. do pray for me! i know i byk dose to u all, so, do forgive me for evrything yg i t'syasyul t'maki t'marah t'jeling n bla bla.
u know i lap u right?


p/s. understandings n tolerable.

souLmet

lucky person got their soul-mates as their lovers.

right?

what is soul-mates?

according to my most reliable source (which is wikipedia), a soulmate is a person with whom one has a felling of DEEP or NATURAL affinity, similarity, love, intimacy, sexuality, spirituality, or compatibility.

erm. it can be anybody! ur sibling, ur friend (same gender or not is out of matter), even might be ur mum, dad, or possibly ur grandpa?

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whoeva it is, lucky person got their soulmates as their lovers (read as husband or wife).

heyy u, who's u're looking for??

i'm ur soul-mate yaa :)

p/s. 80% of my 'maa ne' is to define 'whateva' feeling that i have. 

hamba insan biasa

mati itu pasti, hidup iA.

mukaddimah peringatan utk dri sndri n kgkwn yg rjin menyinggah belog :)

anyway, arini x seindah yg disangka. exam mengejut - cukup untuk bagi gegaran besar sbgi pembuka hari. dgn persediaan yg zero, masa sejam 30minit digunakan sehabis baik cuba untuk mencover segala yg perlu.

x berapa nice jugk la perasaan x dpt memenuhkan kertas jawapan exm even soklan nya sejibik dgn kertas enshu mingguan.

dats why org ckp, last minit preparation tu x baek.

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well. iA 30/100 mampu dikutip kot, andai x terbuat silly mistakes terkhilaf mana-mana lah. pengajaran utk dri sdnri supaya x tdo lg dlm class. err, tdo msih boleh dimaapkn, pengajaran supaya x ponteng class la kot, tgok ap da jadi dgn dri sndri, exam ad ke xde ke tu pon xto.

musim skola berbaki dua minggu jek lagi, masih sempatkah untuk berubah? n klo berubah pun, masih terdaya lagikah untuk menyelamatkn dri sndri yg da semakin terkapai-kapai hilang arah dan hala tuju?

matlamat yg kian semakin kurang jelas, cita-cita yg entah semakin menghilang ke mana, dan juga azam serta kecekalan yg semakin hari semakin pudar.

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bkn senang nk dapatkn turning point tu blik kn?

me too.

p/s.jauhkan dri daripada terjangkit blik korean drama fever. currently watching lie to me ep8. 8more to go.urghh.exm lg dua tiga hari na no ni...

LOL

can't believe this

is that kurt??

unbelievable.. siyesly, i can't stop laughing. dat is not my machoas cool ensem kurt schneider, he's totally look different. betsujin mitai.

owh, for those yg x knal kurt, u can just wiki it (does it count as verb for wikipedia?)

btw, kurt was (myb still) my crush before dave days.lol.

(tensen blaja)