~ mArrYing a jApAneSe bOy ~

My friend was coming juz now. She is my closest friend here, a japanese girl but not really that japanese type of people. Suzu, she's so cool and i do like her very much. Maybe we've got quite many similarities, thus we do like spend our time together.

I had stayed overnight at her home last month and i've learnt a lot about her and also her sister because she is living with her elder sister. They are so amazing. The relationship between them make me feel jelous. I wish I had an elder sister. The qualities that are inside her make me feel comfortable to be friend with.

But that's not the point here..I juz want to tell sumthin about our chattin juz now.

"Do u believe in ghost?"
"Yes, I do"
"Are u afraid of ghost?"
"Of course I am..."
"Then u believe in God but u didn't see Him in that way?"

Hu??
I've got nothing to answer her question...a litle bit quiet surround us for a while and then she's laughing..

"Am I too much?"

I juz smiled...Oh God, that's not the concept..We do believe in God and we do afraid of God but not in that way..How should I explaine it to her? It seems a tiny thing right but Suzu sometimes really really make me thinking about life and about God..(to state d fact that mybe juz me who r afraid of ghost..huhu)

She likes to ask about everything. About my tudung, about my solat, about my dressing, about my lifestyle...everything about me that's seems somethin new for her. Haha..that so so innocent japanese girl..

But she does respect my religion. She respects me as a muslim..Whenever she wants to come visiting me, she'll buy something for me but before that, she'll call me first to ask

"can u eat this?"
"can u take this?"
"can u drink that?"
"how about chocolate?"
"then shortening?"
"can u eat sumthin with gyuunyuu?",

and much much more...I love her in that way.

She also once had asked me about chicken...Why I can't eat japan's chicken?

"chicken kirai?"

It's not like that la...huhu, sorry Suzu as i'm quite bad in xplaining my religion..

Ahh, one more thing...about marrying japanese boy...
Haha..it's quite funny actually...

"Wawa, do u have any plan marrying another man besides malay people?"
"Nope, 've never thought of it. Why?"
"What do u think of japanese boy then?"
"Hurmm...maybe quite gentleman..because they are always helping me", I said with smile.

"Do u like them? How about thinking be married to one of them? It's not too bad right?"

Hahaha..i burst out into laugh...

"Zettai muri!"
"Why not?"
"It is not as simple as u think lah..He has to convert into muslim like me and be such a good religious man then"
"Then, why dont u be like him?"
"Never!"
"Why?"
"I love being muslim. Proud of being a muslim"...

Thanx Suzu, u make me thinks more about myself, about what are i'm supposed to do as a muslim... I've to learn more and more to make sure i'll able to answer every each of ur question, one day soon..

Thanx for being my friend and i hope we'll be friend forever n ever. Thumbs up!