some iodine for her :)

assalamualaikummmmm sume!

hoh, bru nk hapdet belog setelah berhabuk dua tiga hari. so sorrry, dun hate me bcoz i'm beutipul (uwek uwek nk muntah buleyh aje)

so, how's Malaysia??

ye, sesi pengulangan di sini, tiket balik sy lambat lagi. ad bnyk lg mase utk sye troskn lagu kris dayanti iaitu menghitung hari,hoh. mmg sgt sgt khatam kot lagu nih... but then, biasalah, bile blik lambat nih, utk mengelakkn dri syndrom down akibat gejala kebosanan berlebihan, berfoya-foya sakanlah smbil duet yg mmg semulajadi tanah rata tu ditarah lagi smpi jadi berlompang ke dalam, bak kata ahli mathematikus bijak pandai - negatif.

speaking about negative - saying no instead of yes, choosing can't instead of can.

if i could ever lie to her how easy it was to overcome all of this

if i could ever shout in his face n tell him how silly he was - and i wish i could give him some surprises too, myb few slaps in his face (for sure la i can't)

but of course i'm not that b*tch by hoping for his death, nauzubillah..always pray for the good thing for both of them.

'lelaki sume keparat, x gune!!'

'lelaki sumenye sama. ble nak, merayu dtg menyembah syg, ble da dpt, sume ala kadar, ble nk buang, 'kte xd jodoh kot'. happpp tuihh!'

'ampeh tol mamat x gune nih. cmni la laki!'

'for god sake i'll never believe in love anymore. guys just makes me wanna die'

-sume salah lelaki-

(dialog di atas dikutip ketika sy berbelogwalking spnjg malam.melompat dari belog ke belog indah jugk sebenarnye)

why?

cinta datang tanpa diundang. cinta pergi tanpa diusir. 

cinta lahir tanpa dipinta. cinta mati tanpa diduga.

tapi, hati manusia kan dipegang penciptanya, hati saya, hati kamu, hati dia, juga hati mereka, mereka, dan mereka.

cinta manusia penguat jiwa. cinta ya Rabb pelengkap segala. bukankah ajal maut jodoh pertemuan di tangan Tuhan?

and yeah, its not dat easy actually. jiwa raga di luar kawalan kita. ikut hati mati, ikut rasa binasa. ikut akal? penat plak nk rangka teori. kesimpulannya, ikut keadaan lah senang..

wish i could be the plaster for ur wound - i won't let u bleed.

wish i could be the thread - the strongest one for ur scars won't open again

wish i could be the time - i would run fast, faster than the lightning for ur bad dreams to fade away in a blink

even if i'm not anything, i'm a friend.

and u know what does it mean right?