teacher shida?

wakakakakaka...!!!

ahahahahahah..!!

siyes selama ni terdiri daripada puak kiri utk isu cekgu shida tuh. haha. tp td g jenjaln sket skodeng blog my fwen sorg ni , huda, tbe2 terasa nk korek2 blik vid teacher shida kt utube...

n terjumpa la video nih,

wakakakakaka

siyes terhibur tergelak terguling tergelentang di saat-saat tgu org x smpey2 nih. 

hehehe.

bye!

hurmm.

please behave wawa.

huuuu.... just because u didn't explain well, everything's going wrong, supposed to turn right yet choose to turn left. well, since u're that kind of person, nothings could be change. u don't feel like explaining, thus u think u don't need to explain. u think its not your fault, thus u decide no need for sorry. 

because that is sooooooo u, syouganainn jyanai..?

being all excited for tomorrow trip. 

nagasaki, i'm coming.

.piCsdotellevrythin.

........................................

of course i'm cool, who do u think i am ?

(aish.nsem. *gediks meroyan wink2* )

MyNiceProfile.com

p/s. gud nite.sleep tight.sweet dream.forget evrythin.

crazy wO0t2.

malas sungguh update belog, ap kes..?

syndrom crazy melayan drama at dramacrazy.

'my girl' - i know its tooooo outdated.. tp siyes first time nk tgok ok..

ble da tgok,

no wonder la my friend dlu siyes gler nak mati meroyan kt mamat ni ;

....

-bapak innocent, benci kau..!-

muka cool bajet comel n x bersalah tmbh2 kalo wat scene mata pandang ats bwh kiri kanan ble nk menipu. urghh, kenapa wujud mamat seinnocent ini?? 

but still..

berapa kali tgok pon still rs if in real life prefer diz guy kot.haha. of kos d first one ensem kacak bergaya (n innocent plak tu).. tp ttp yg ni m'jd pilihan..(ecece..berangan jd heruin plak..).. nande ka naa... nantonaku. :)

sebab citer ni da tooooo outdated, susa plak nk cri website nk tgok, asyik sangkut2 jek. huheh. kacu nk feelin jek.huh. sume da pakat-pakat kne block. haih..spe la yg da pena donlod citer ni, rse nk p kutip sumer..huhu..

ad org x tgok lg?

come n join me.

p/s. pesal la susa sgt epilog cinta dlm kesah-kesah drama sebegini? tragis sungguh. wujud ke manusia sebegini? berhabis-habisan demi chenta? -aish.geli.-

.biBu n mapLe sec24.

i'm not a shopaholic, nor a big spender.

not a 'branded-labeled' person too.

i'm just a simple-normal person, spending a normal life in my 2000yen jeans, and 500yen t-shirt.

yet, i'm longing for this...........

ensem kot.... xd le plak gmbr tnjuk dpan yg cun.

aish, nk taw, p la google sndri, xperia x10 sony ericsson.

haha. tergugat plak tgok nset ni. tp klo pki, nk msg ng sape? docomo, xd dak mesia kot pki docomo, haih, da tu ap gunenye nset klo x digunakan utk berkomunikasi dgn org, kn??

-ok, lupekan. case closed-

serius sgt merindui nasik lemak maple kt sec14 nun. suatu ketika dahulu, tempat itu pernah menjadi 'taman permainan', tapi kini, segalanya hanya tinggal kenangan..(apesal ayat xley blah sgt ni..!)

daripada kelmarin lg sy dok teringin-ingin nak makan nasik lemak bungkus daun pisang. selain yg dijual kt kampung kt depan umah sye tuh, kt sec14 ni la yg perghh.....dulu-dulu mase study kt um dlu, salu la jugk g sec14 ni utk pekena nasik lemak. tmbh2 kalo bersama sahabt sy bibu cang tu kn, lagi la ktorang ni meronggeng..huwaaa...rindu rindu...

bib, jgn riso, akanku terbang balik ke mesia secepat yg mungkin, supaya kte leyh g sne sama2 lagi.

hehehehe..salunye klo blik mesia, antara slh satu faktor penyebab utk tanoshimi, of kos la utk jupe n jln2 ng si bibu nih..hehe.. nannka, kimochi dy cm, sumone is waiting for me, so rs cm sgt dihargai..hehe... thanks bib, siyesly, i luv u fillah..!

-us-

my 1st time at time square.

bibu, still remember? our pbsm's camping at pangkor.. u know how really bad i was with the sea (n till now still the same), n i used to hold ur hand tightly as i felt it's safer as long as i'm with u :) ... -pengakuan berani mati ok-

and ice-skating too.. haha! gomen ne, merah abes tgn ko aq genggam kuat2.. hehe..

arghh, rindunye kt bib...!!

p/s. lupekan xperia. seb bek dok nihon, ley la meng'ayam-ayam'kn ifon tuh. klo i kt mesia, sony walkman tu pon pk seratus kali bru bli. heeee...

pLan B - apekah..?

pergh selamat sudah bungkus abes sesi marathon plan B..! (citer yg rain berlakon tuh). seriously, will b one of the most unforgettable ending ever! - d suck one. 

urgggh.. if i could say diz to the producer - ' da x sabar2 sgt ke nk abeskan citer ni????' 

huh. kechiwa. 

there're still lots of undiscovered things. dun tell me they are gonna make the second sequel for this series.huh. unbelievable. and please, dun say the scriptwriter is forgetting about that japanese punk yakuza, what was his name again, hideko, himeko, or sumthing sumthing with 'ko' la, how could them? what happen to dat soOoo called superstar woman? supposed she's coming for rain right? and plus, what happen to james fong? he was betrayed by dat damn nakamura, but still, shouldn't him do the counterattack?

heyy, what is this? 

a grand super cool opening, very impressive mind tricking storyline, yet, such a 'rubbish' end?

hoh. i think the scriptwriter had died just the way before he could finished his seriously sgt best story -emo-

i'm not asking for such a happy ever after love story ending as that's not it's real main theme to begin with. but just please, do the proper closure, so the emo viewer out there (like me!) wouldn't have to think about the silliest idea on earth like the scriptwriter (or might be the producer) had died thus the crews need to create their own ending to put an end to this story. -hoh lagi-

okay2, enuff with those bla bla bla bla n bla bla bla complaints.

yet, i still suggest u guys watch this drama. for those who are thinking about escaping lame-sweet-xley bla- korean love story, this plan b is really the best choice. u have to think as u're the detective, u have to run for ur life as u're the refugee, n of course u have to act fast too like u're the real villains. 

the best thing is, dun u ever trust anybody else except ur ownself.

haha! dat's soooo gay... ..both of u.

please please please. make it happen for the second sequel. 

rain, not my favorite hero, but from now on he'll be. ^^

hah!

ok, smbung mood citer sweet marry me esok plak. esok kn cuti..(jumaat shiken nanoni..)

p/s. greed do kills virtue.

kenapa dgn hentai tu..uh..!

haha! tajok nk gempak. menimbulkan tanda tanya giler.. kan?

sebelum nk citer, sy nk tnye, tgok x kartun 'kaichou wa maid sama'?

siyes besttttt gler, n sweet! (itu yg penting tuh..)

eyh, tp skunk bkn nk citer part tang suwit2 tuh. nk ckp sal salah satu watak dlm kartun tuh.. aoi chan. 

comel gler kn??

dlm citer ni dy jd netto idoru (ni sebot ikot lidah org jepon. sebut bese net-idol), kire cm bkk website sendiri n tarok pi sume gmbr2 dy dok posing comel2 n segala macam lagi la. n ad certain website lain tuh, siap offer nk wat servis 'amal' utk jejaka-jejaka 'kesunyian lagi kelonelyan lagi kegersangan'. bese la org da xd mnde nk wat dgn idup dy, dok p la jaja kecomelan diri. hehe. n para otaku sekalian memang la sgt sgt sgt sgt la suka n mengejar-ngejar si budak comel ini. 

oh, lupe plak nk ckp, 

yg sebenarnya, 

aoi chan ni lelaki. (wakakakaka. gelak guling-guling). 

tp sbb baek punya cover n stail penyamaran, xd spe le bley detect si aoi ni lelaki. haih.

berbalik kpd cerita tuan empunya belog.

dua hari yg lepas, satu msg (mel keitai) dtg yg berbunyi;

アドレス変更のお知らせ

(ni mukaddimah dy)

sgt la bersangka baek. elok sedap pi layan. sembang punya sembang punya sembang, haih, laen mcm.

nk kate kwn, bkn kwn. klo bkn kwn, caner plak bley anta msg random kt keitai.

ish. siasat punye siasat, terkuar satu perkataan jek dr mulut, HENTAI. onna ke otoko ke shiranai, even gmb dy mmg onna, n siap offer servis 'amal', sape nk taw ntah2 tu cm kes aoi chan tu kn? hahaha. 

kimOii.

p/s. atashi gay jyanei desukedo...

hOoyeaah lagi!

friends come and go, but the memory remains. ^^,

mates in hirOshima. bihOku illumination 2010.

mukaddimah xbley bla. hoho. 

blurp, alhamdulillah kenyang. pergh, siyes 2 pinggan nasik di kala malam2 begini mmg nikmat. mata mmg xmo bukak da, dok kedip2 nk tdo jek kije. tp esok, ad shiken le plak. bgn2 wawa, time to study!!

heh....

kembali membedek-bedek folder album lama masa zaman muda2 di aaj. terkejut bile terjumpa gmb ni,

o my god o my god o my god....!

how could i sleep well every night with kyle xy keep staring at me like that?? 

gosh, really forgot about dat poster! haha! how innocent i was back then. (well, actually seems like its just d same atmosphere with my room right now..haha. but its not kyle anymore la.)

see, dat avril poster. waa...sgt sgt sgt suke sme bliaw suatu ketika dahulu. skunk, neutral. huhu. lagu dy pon anmari dnga sgt, ntah ad lagu baru ke tidak, langsung x amek tahu da.(haha. bruno mars le skunk..tp ngeri le plak klo tarok muke dy besor2 tang tepi katil.kui3)

natsukashii gler dat KAMI the movie. since dat muvy, siyes rs liyana jasmay tu super kawaii.(but still tym tgok muvy tu dok kutuk2 ap nk jd ng remaja masa kini..haha)

'cinta adalah cinta' - oops, dunt get me wrong. i'm not dat jiwunk karat besi kuprum. just love dat super duper cute kitties n dats explained it all. leona lewis? not my type (alamak.gaya jwp cm les gler!), but really luv 'bleeding love' song one time ago. haaaa...jgn wat2 x nmpk poster LELAKI tak boleh blah.. tuh. tu ichiban daisukina poster. silap plak x cabut tym kuar blik dlu, klo x ley tampal kt dinding room skunk.hoho.

yg cm ngeri sket tuh gmb poster batman, dark knight klo x silap. agk kowai jugk actually mlm2 coz dat joker kn mati suicide gtu la kononnye gosip tym tuh kn, hoho. ad plak gmb joker besor kt ctu.heee.. d last one, orlando bloom..?...jgn tye la...hehehehehehe..(nada gatal x hingat)

haa..d cute one in majime spec tu was my rumet a.k.a classmate. mmg tiap2 ari g mne2 nmpk muke dy la senang citer..hahaha. seb bek x bosan, kan akmal? n lg sorg tu, my supercool deskmate. haha. very funny one. miss her damn much - saga daigaku.

with another one of my 'super cool' fren. currently in gunma daigaku. owh gosh, wut d heck with those scary eye-bag?? haih... well, a lil bit about diz luvly lady, mary, we started to be closed to each other since both prefer to take the last row of seats during the jugyo in the big lecture hall.(ADK1 if i'm not mistaken). instead of focusing on the class lesson, we would prefer to do something else, n the funny thing is, when one of us terkantoi. once a time, tbe2 sensei panggil nama utk suh baca example ayat or what, n then kami berdua akn saling blank smbil memandang antara satu sama lain, dgn kepala penuh tanda soal , ' sensei suh baca yg mana?' - hahaha. mmg sokmo la gtu! tp bpe byk kali kne pon, still x insaf2. haih...

us, using my 2 pixel nokia's 6300 phone's camera. ala, yg cam afdlin shauki pakai dlm citer sepi tuh. hehehe. tym tu bangga giler fon sama ng afdlin shauki. kui3.

ok2..ni rsenye da meleret sgt da ntry kali ni.

iitai koto td, just nk ckp,

frens come and go, but the memory remains.

<3

p/s. aaaa..ano toki modoritai kedo..klo sy berjalan ke blkg, bile pule sy akn maju ke depan, kn?

wiShing birthdAy.

i'm really sorry i couldnt make it.

its too lame to say 'i was too busy yesterday n i didn't have d time to call u or wish u on your big day'

but, please trust me, i didn't forget about it.

i know its ur bithday.

just, i didn't have d chance to wish it.

so,

please accept my apology.

n

wishing u a happy belated birhtday.

may God bless u.

may each and every passing year bring u wisdom, peace n cheer.

luv u fillah my dearest friend, Tuan SyaHylah. <3

haluansiswa 2008 - still remember?  :)

"If you have two friends in your lifetime, you're lucky. If you have one good friend, you're more than lucky." 
---Bryon Douglas

iLuminaSi

bihOku iluminatiOn 2010.

'cubaan pertama'

nampaknya masih perlu banyak belajar.

camne nk edit gmb ni bg elok sket hu??

gambar tuan camera nak jugak kn.. tp cm sumthin wrong le plak kt ctu. iklan gigi. hehe.

p/s. nk upload kt fesbuk, tp mls plak nk plih2. heee..sok2 aa..

paSrah - hujAn

'hari yg gelap, kini sudah terang. aku adikmu, dan engkau abang  lalalala lalalala ~'


terngiang-ngiang lagu ni di kepala tatkala mengayuh basikal di tengah2 kesejukan musim sejuk tahap minus tanpa salji di saijou. (panjang plak ayat nk describe). perlahan-lahan saya mengayuh basikal sambil ligat kepala cuba memikirkan lagu tema apakah yg sesuai utk mood semasa ketika itu. walaupun headfon putih tersarung di kepala, lagu bruno mars terpekik-pekik melalut di lubang telinga, terasa seakan tidak sedar pula kewujudannya.


kenapa lagu hujan tentang hari gelap ni pulak yg menerjah ke otak? - mungkin kerana sy sedang frust akan exam yg terasa sgt sgt sgt sgt hampeh. glurpp. (ap pula kaitan hari gelap terang ni kn? x phm jugk actually)


biarlah. mari kita bulatkan tekad; tawakkal dan pasrah. apakah itu pasrah? menyerahkan seratus peratus kepada Tuhan tanpa mempersoalkan natijah yg bakal diterima. insyaAllah sy pasrah dgn apa saja yg bakal sy terima. mungkin rezeki tidak berpihak pada tahun ini, cuba lagi untuk tahun hadapan. bukanlah usaha yg tidak cukup, mungkin perasaan 'takut fail' tu yg kurang. xpe wawa, next year u can try harder.

terima kasih kepada semua atas sokongan n dorongan yg x ptus2. (ecece, cm ayat artis menang award plak!)


kesimpulannya - MARI MELUPAKAN.
yg bestnye - pas fuyu yasumi XDE JIKKEN da!!! yeay!

p/s. sate, nasik lemak daun pisang, laksa buyong kuah pekat kuale, cendol kacang.. -pergh! kompem haru balik!

1 2 3, 4 3 2

u can count on me

like 1 2 3

o'll be there

n i know when i need it

i can count on u

like 4 3 2

 

cause that's what friends are supposed to do

<3

p/s. saikin bruno bakkari!

p/s lg- nk bubuh gmb sume kgkwn, x muat le plak blog i nnt. hehe. 

naGarebOshi.

maji samukatttttaaaaaaa!!!!

agak membunuh diri juge di malam2 buta yg sejuk membeku lagi dingin ini, xdek kejenye g bergolek-golek d tengah padang rumput semata-mata untuk satu tujuan - nagareboshi mitakattannda. (nk tgok taik bintang la bak kate org melayu)

before diz, hanya mmpu melihat dari luar teratak indah eguze saya ni, tp beselah mne nk nmpk sgt kn. huheh. arini, tercapai impian utk g tengok sambil baring terlentang di bawah hamparan langit luas. (wah, ayat nk perghh) kui3. maap l ye, syok sndri plak. bkn ap, mood sgt gumbira, begini l jdnye. huheh.

alkisahnya bermula, pas dinner tadi, ketika sy sedang bersemangat utk menyambung report jikken sy yg mcm x abeh2 tuh, tbe2, dtg mel drpd awek lama - spe lg klo bkn suzu.

'wawa, nagareboshi mi ni ikou?!' - oh, suzu, u're really understanding. i lap u much la.

tanpa teragak-agak, sy mengetepikan segala report2 ini dgn m'gunakan prinsip 'ESOK MASIH ADA', maka tnp berlengah sy teros capai beskal, maka bergerak la kami bertiga menuju ke tempat yg dikatakan senang nk dpt taik bintang ni. oh, bertiga kerana ad lg sorang, naoki. bkn naoki yamapi tuh, ni naoki version muke agak mcm pai (err..senpai suatu ketika dlu).

stok makanan ckup, baju iA ckup tebal membalut, ap lg, bentang segala selimut segala tikar tergoleklah kami bertiga di atas padang rumput tuh. fuuu~h, kimOchi.

melihatkan langit luas terbentang n dipenuhi bintang2 tuh, sugey kandou shita. terasa sgt kerdilnya diri nk dibandingkan dgn langit yg x bertongkat tuh. subhanallah, indahnya ciptaan. hehe. 

sejam berlalu....... ................  .......................  ......................  .................... 

'aa, nagareta!!' - hohohohoho. sy org 1st yg nmpk. (well mereka berdua sebok makan lg). sugey kirei. perasaan pon berbeza compared to mse tgok snsorg dr dlm rumah dlu. iii naa.. 

segala-galanya sempurna belaka. suasana yg sunyi sepi, tenang dnga bunyi air sungai mengalir (actually bunyi air longkang besar jek, tp angp la bunyi sungai to get the feel), disirami cahaya bulan yg cukup terang utk bley nmpk byg2 sndri, n ditambah pula dgn alunan al-quran dr nset sy (o, suzu ske dnga mp3 quran in my fon), n pemandangan indah taik bintang yg sekali sekala sekilas berlalu, perghhh ; semua kombinasi ni, serius, sgt menenangkn. 

KECUALI, 

samusugite, shinisou~~.

berkali-kali sy bgn n mendaki bukit (ad bukit belakang kami), lari turun naik utk panaskn badan. tp gelap kn, kdg2 dok tersadung-sadung kaki sndri dek kerana x mmpu nk balance dri. (gelap mempengaruhi faktor keseimbangan badan)

peak hour dijangka 12 o'clock. at first, we had planed to wait for it. demo.......... samusugite, mou muri.

10 kko gurai shika mienakatta kedo, sugoku tanoshikatta. hontouni arigatou minna.

yes, the feeling is just like in d pic. forgot to bring my camera, so all d pitchas are in their cam. huheh.

siyes, kesejukannya, smpey sy rse air pili tu lagi panas dr tgn sy. huh, da la lpe bwk sarung tgn. adeyh.

conclusion?

blik umah smbung wat report la ap lg.. esok masih ada? huh, esok mmg la masih ad, tp kije awk tu sempat ke nk siap nnt..huuuu... hait hait, ganbarimashou!

terawang menerawang befOre sleep

wah wah wahhhh bekerja keras untuk exam n reports! bila busy2 ni, kepala pon xd ruang nk pk macam2 benda. fuu~hh , seb bek. laporan terkini tentang report jikken ku yg 1per3 sudah siap itu. sesuka hati saja sy mengisytiharkan report jikken boleh dibuat dalam english. sensei, u don't have any choice weather to mark my report or not, u HAVE to. (xley bayang klo tbe2 sensei bg zero.nauzubillah..)

alhamdulillah, shiken tadi agak memberangsangkan. ini yg tambah semangat nak bekerja keras untuk kimatsu jumaat ni nih! tp programming la pulak, mampukah diriku yg lemah n agak 'buta' programming ni nak lepas?

'apa guna jadi budak system, blaja programming, tapi setakat kuar kachang2 tu xley nk jwb kn?'

uish.. kacang la sangat. tp, have to think positive! yeah, the exam will be kachangg. 'BELIEVING IS HALF OF THE BATTLE'

hurmmmm....

alamak, lama suda tidak kutepon ayah bonda di kampung halaman terchenta. tunggu ya ayah bonda berdua, anakandamu ini akan cuba mencari usaha untuk men'top up skype secepat yg mungkin. haih, bkn kedekut kedit xnk tepon direct tros dr handpon, tp mahal bebeno. ayah bonda tahu2 sajalah, anakandamu ini x berapa nk kaya. sabar la ye, sesungguhnya kasih sayang ini x pernah berkurang. (macam la mak ayahku maju beno buley bace belog nih)

ok, got to sleep. esok 1 koma, da lme x bgon seawal 7.30 pagi ni, bahaya2, ad tendency untuk ternebou. selasa adalah isnin dalam hidup saya untuk semeseter ini. mmg la esok xd shiken, tp sok subjek ad test tiap2 minggu, nk xnk kene jugk g kelas. n sok kelas full straight. oh, perlu sediakn mental n fizikal!

hate monday a.k.a my tuesday

p/s. perlu alarm clock skala bunyi bom meletop. bru kompem bgon. kot.

unTaiAn jiwE x abeS2

payah juga bila tiba-tiba semangat menggunung utk study hilang runtuh berderai sekelip mata. esok exam mid-sem, tadi mcm semangat menyusun masa untuk bagi ngam2 sempat study n wat kadai semua. tiba-tiba, semangat xtaw terbuang ke mana, ke tercicir masa pegi beli donut tadi? urgh, masalah!

sejuk-sejuk begini jangan tanyalah betapa kuatnya nafsu untuk makan. misi mengumpul lemak di musim sejuk. baru saja berjaya kembali ke berat asal, kini nampaknya bakal menggegar mesin penimbang di rumah umi lagi. ahh, biarlah berisi, apa kelas keding-keding kan?

nampaknya mula membebel tanpa hala tuju.

'getting people to like u and having genuine relationship with other people is the essence to a good quality of life'

menjaga hubungan sesama manusia; antara salah satu prinsip untuk having a good life. betul juga, apa guna hidup sampai 400 tahun sekalipun tapi semua orang anti kita kn. 

bagaimana pula mahu menjaga hubungan sesama manusia ni? - hablul minallah, hablul minannaas - pelihara hubungan dgn Allah, iA hubungan sesama manusia akan terpelihara sekali.

kenapa?

kerana Allah yg memegang hati-hati manusia semuanya. tapi, kadang2 kita terperasan, ad hamba Allah tu, perghh dari penampilannya, nampak sgt superb menjaga hubungannya dgn Allah, tapi kenapa still cm sumthin wrong hamba Allah tu dgn orang sekeliling dia? itu maknanya, mungkin hamba Allah tu sndri yg sumthin wrong, sumthin still tarinai kt dia, mungkin dari segi aspek ability to communicate with others, or else, who knows? or mungkin juga, hanya di mata kita dia nampak indah sempurna, tapi mungkin di belakangnya, wallahua'alam.

sy bukan ahli agama pegang segulung ijazah dari Mesir (even degree Jepun pon x dpt lg), sy juga bkn ustazah a.k.a ahli gubal fatwa yg bijak utk bertutur yg itu salah yg itu benar. tp sy punya mata utk sy lihat, dan akal untuk sy sintesis perkara2 yg berlaku di sekeliling saya.

cakap pasal pe'el manusia. kadang-kadang tanpa sedar, kita sering terpinggirkan perasaan orang lain. kita fikir, 'ala, sono gurai, xkn dia nk terasa, kalo aku, rilek je!'

tp hakikatnye, kalo terkena kt batang hidung sendiri, betul ke kita rilek? betul ke kita tak kesah. manusia, kalau x kena, pot pet pot pet pandai je dia alah orang hebat belaka, tapi, bila sedebik 'tertumbuk' kat hidung penyek dia sndri tuh, riuhnya sekampung melempias marah itu ini.

kadang-kadang, kita kalau bercakap, kalah menteri. semua hujah kita betul saja, semua orang nk kena dengar nak kena beri perhatian.

tapi, kita terlupa, hakikatnya apa yg kita cakap tu menimbulkan perasaan kurang senang kt org lain. kita dok semangat menceritakan kehebatan kita, wah, kalah supermah lagaknya, tahu aje semua benda, tp orang yg dok mendengarnya, terpaksa terkulat-kulat menadah telinga. sepatutnya kagum dgn kehebatan, tp tukar jd rse nyampah sbb over. berbelas kasihanlah sikit dekat mereka yg berkulat telinga tuh.

ada juga masa, kita harap, orang akan faham kita. semua orang perlu tahu apa yg kita 'pantang' sgt x suka, apa yg kita harapkan, apa reaksi yg kita nantikan, apa jenis hubungan yg kita mahukan. tapi dlm mse yg sme, kita x pernah mencuba pun utk memahami org lain. jgn lah hidup jibun chushin. bukan kita seorang saja manusia yg ada hati atas muka bumi ni.

oh, sy tulis je pandai, tp sy pun banyak jek lack mende2 common sense cmni. alasan bese, manusia, mne nk lari dr serba serbi kekurangan..haih..

ok2.. time's up. mari stdy. menangis kalo xley wat sok. ganbare wawa!

emO2.

wakatte kureru, wakatte kurenai.

orang pelbagai bangsa pelbagai ragam pelbagai jenis.

ada yg kita respect, kita sayang, rasa nk peluk cium dek kerana serasinya kita dan dia.

ada yg kita rasa nak sepak, nak tendang, nak maki, even terasa sampai nk membunuh dek kerana sering berselisih sengketa.

wakatte kureru toki ga, sugoku kansya suru. wakatte kurenai toki ga, sugoku hampa kecewa desu.

sebelum memandang orang lain, tengok dulu kain sendiri. sebelum menyalahkan orang lain, pikir dulu khilaf diri. jangan hanya pandai menghukum, keluar hujah menuding jari, walhal diri sendiri x reti2 nk pk kurengg nye diri.

apa skala pengukur kau baik sangat?

apa radar pengesan kau betul sempurna belaka?

apa kes kau nak sume ikut cara kau semuanya?

WHO DIED AND MADE U THE KING OF ANYTHING?

sabar manusia ada batas. baik manusia ad had.

sabar aku serius sangat sejemput berbanding manusia lain di luar sana. baik aku, serius satu persepuluh berbanding kamu2 yg biasa. diam aku tandanya marah. bising aku sejujurnya petanda x berapa kesah.

wakatte kurereba sugoku kansya suru.

alamak, terbuat entry emosional lagi. tidak tahu kenapa dua tiga hari ni, jd kuat marah kalah orang pregnant 2 bulan. tahu marah itu api, api itu dari neraka. jd seusaha mungkin cuba dipendam. tapi bila dipendam, rasa dalam kepala ni macam nak meletup segala macam perasaan.

memanglah, 

orang yang paling kuat itu adalah orang yg berjaya menahan marah.

tolonglah, bukan kau seorang saja manusia yg wujud atas muka bumi ini.

bebeLan sebelum tdO.

 bagai tidak percaya esok (oh sudah jadi hari ini rupenye) bakal menerima 'tetamu dari jauh'. (sopan sungguh bahasa anda wawa). esok juga untuk pertama kali dalam hidup perlu menduduki peperiksaan EMaT atau nama penuh dan canggihnya, Engineering Mathematics Test. 

ahh, lemah semangat.

apakah harapan anda untuk hari esok?

saya berharap agar segala-galanya berjalan dengan lancar walaupun sangat diyakini saya xkn mampu untuk menjawab peperiksaan yang canggih itu. oh, gementar tidak berakhir di situ. 'tetamu' yang bakal dtg itu pun agak menggementarkan jiwa dan menggegarkan raga. (wawa, ap kene dgn bahasa kamu yg sgt kelin ini?)

anyway, td i've made a new japanese friend, misa chan. sugeyyy kawai. this is the first time i've ever being friend with someone soooo kawai, ningyou mitai, honmani. not to mention that all of my classmates are not kawaii, they are kawai n pretty as well but compared to misa chan, chotto chigau kanaa. di mana 'terjumpa' anak gadis bernama misa chan ni? well, actually tadi terajin pergi membuang masa bersama awek lama (suzu) join kokusai kaiwa bla bla gtu la namenye, x ingat plak title penuh ap. oh, dalam hati agak terdetik, indah jugak kalau dapat berpasangan dgn lelaki jepun, boleh nak menyelami sikit sisi2 gelap lelaki2 muda japan in order to lebih memahami 98% students in my class,kononnya. (nk cakap saya budak engineering yg nisbah student girl dgn boys is about 1:30-40.)

nampaknya Tuhan tidak mengizinkan saya 'jatuh cinta kali kedua' kepada mana2 mamat jepang ini, maka sy dipasangkan dengan si misa chan yg sugeyy kawaii ini.

ahh, tatkala terlihat misa chan, terdetik di hati untuk menjadi lebih 'kewanitaan'.(uwekk! rasa mahu muntah membaca ayat sendiri yg geli2)

tak perlu bermekap tebal (beratkan muka), tak perlu lipstik sebeban (taruk byk mana pon xkn jd bibir jolie punya), tak perlu eye shadow blink2 merelip (kaler da kalah rope pelangi doh ha), tak perlu pemerah pipi setompok (ahh! kulit sensitip ok) n bla bla bla.

ok wawa, sila berenti mengarut. apa kena dgn kamu ni? sudah hilang pengimbal kewarasan?

malam ini sahaja, esok iA kembali normal.

yeah, hidup wawa!

long live the king!

* who died and made u the king? *

i'm not emotional.

have u ever feel like there is time when there is something u really wanna change about yourself, u really really wanna change, but unfortunately, no matter how hard u try, no matter how much determination u put in, u just cant. no matter what, u just cant.

is this being considered as a negative minded ?

i'm quite worried about myself. sometimes, i just cant hold my temper, and i let it 'bumped' into those who aren't supposed to receive it. i didn't mean to hurt them and i'd never have the intention to. yet, i just cant hold it in. i don't know why, but it seems like this bad behavior is somekind sticking with my blood very very tightly. i had tried so many many times to control my bad temper, learnt the way how to hold them properly, but nothings worked.

i'm sorry. that's the last words i could say. enough with the bla bla bla hundreds of stupid reasons like 'i'm too busy, i have too many things to think, i need to do much more important things than this', n etc, but in fact, in the end, i just want to say, i'm sorry. u didn't deserve that temper of mine, yet, i just can't help it. no matter how many times i'd said this typical word 'sorry', n i know u're really tired to hear them, but please, just accept it as i really meant it.

and u know that i don't like the idea of explanation. i don't like to explain, nor being explained.

so, if anything happen, instead of creating too many reasons in order to save myself or at least let people think i'm not at fault, i'll be easy to just say i'm sorry (if the case is i'm the wrong one). but, it will never happen if i'm not, plus that doesn't mean i'm prepared to explain every single thing. this is me. n that is such a bad attitude. yet, all that i could say is just,

I'M SORRY.

despite all this, i'm still working on myself, trying to be a better person which one day u might say, 

' u did well!'

i'm just a normal person, without any supernatural power which possibly turn me into the perfect one. that is not gonna happen no matter how much i wish to. thus, i'm sorry again.

and overall for this entry is just,

i'm sorry.

haha.

this is not an emo entry.

i'm not emotional.

of course, i'm not.

:)

-kinG of anything-

haha!

ni siyes kes rebellion nih.

Keep drinking coffee stare me down across the table
While I look outside
So many things I'd say if only I were able

But I just keep quiet and count the cars that pass by
You've got opinions man

We're all entitled to em'
But I never asked
So let me thank you for your time
And try not to waste anymore of mine
Get out of here fast

I hate to break it to you babe
But I'm not drowning
There's no one here to save
Who cares if you disagree
You are not me
Who made you king of anything
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died and made you king of anything..

Oh...

You sound so innocent
All full of good intents 
You swear you know best
But you expect me to jump up on board with you
And ride off into your delusional sunset
I'm not the one who's lost
With no direction all
But you'll never see
You're so busy making maps
With my name on them in all caps
You've got the taking down just not the listening
Who cares if you disagree
You are not me
Who made you king of anything
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died and made you king of anything

All my life I've tried to make everybody happy
While I just heard and hide
Waiting for somebody to tell me it's my turn
To decide 

Yeah!
Who cares if you disagree
You are not me
Who made you king of anything
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died and made you king of anything
And Who cares if you disagree
You are not me
Who made you king of anything
And you dare tell me who to be
Who died and made you king of anything

Let me hold your crown babe!

sgt suke ini lagu, baeeekkk punya lirik. i lap it!

moral of d song; dun act too innocent n expect everyone to be satisfied with u, think about others.. plus, mind ur own act budds. haha!

welkem muharram

salam maal hijrah everyone!

*jgn terkeliru kgkwn. tahun hijrah tu ad ralat sket

seperti biasa, tidak segah sambutan tahun baru 1 january, kedatangan awal muharam tahun ni agak hambar dan seakan makin dilupakan. tidak perlu menuding jari ke arah yg lain, sy sndri mengakui, kalau bukan kerana status rakan2 di fesbuk n twitter, sy sendiri pun x prasan esok adalah 1 muharam 1432 hijrah.

so, masih x terlambat utk mengucap azam baru, (tmbh2 tengah musim exam mid-sem ni kn).
azam baru bkn semata-mata utk dilafazakn, tetapi perlu diusahakn, n disematkn dlm diri prinsip 'yaranakya ikenai' (x boleh kalo x wat). so, klo azam utk perbaiki seiseki exam, xleyh klo x usaha lebihkan study. kalo berazam utk jd hamba Allah yg lebih baik, xleyh klo x ubah perangai asyik dok skip kuliah n usrah. kalo berazam utk jd anak yg solehah plak, xley klo x buang sisi jahiliah prasangka kt mak ayah.

tp kita kn insan yg lemah, fitrah penciptaan manusia, punya byk kelemahan byk kekurangan, x dpt lari drpd melakukan kesilapan. dan disebabkan itulah kita hidup perlu berteman, agar saling dapat membetulkan rumah yg senget. masih ingat entry sy dlu ttg rumah yg senget? kita yg di dalam rumah xkn sedar rumah kite senget melainkan pemerhati dari luar yg menegur kesengetan rumah. begitu jugak dgn khilaf diri, xkn sedar diri kita salah andai kita x ditegur.

ap kaitan pulak azam baru dgn tegur-menegur ni kn?
sndri fikirkan. :)


akhir kata, mari sama-sama berusaha merealisasikan azam baru! kalo xd azam baru nk wat pun, xpe. just look back into ur life, figure out how much good things have u done n think, how if u die tomorrow. then, i'm pretty sure u'll find ur 'azam baru'.


-kemuncup-